His last day on Earth…
4 years ago it was his last day on Earth... 4 years ago we talked for the last time... he told me he was feeling better and that I was righ, he should see a doctor! He would do that in the next week because he already had put the week off to rest and spend time with me... he misses me and he will come straight home when the work ends... he tells me what he will be doing to me when he gets home, very naughty things... I laugh, and tell him I can't wait... He is my heart and I miss him so much... I still don't know how I managed to survive 4 years without him... 4 years... I know he would want me to live my life to the full, I am trying... I am trying to live for both of us... I will live for both of us... because while I live he lives and he is not forgotten! James, I love you! I wish you were here now hugging me... I wish all this 4 years were a nightmare and that I would wake up next to you smilling at me... Why this has to be my reality? Why James?... Amor da minha vida... A...