I miss to be seen through his eyes...
Today it would be our 8th anniversary, the Clay or Poppy anniversary... Clay symbolizes malleability, which is always necessary during a relationship, and it also means conservation, where keeping the best memories of the best moments together are essential. The poppy, as a flower, is also placed as a symbol of this anniversary, because flowers are part of good times and the main celebrations of life, so nothing better than it being part of a date as special as this one. Funny that actually poppies are my favourite flowers... This year he will be dead as long as we were together, which is the most weird thing, like next year he will be dead for longer than the time we were together!! How come that is fair?! 8 years ago, when we weren't together (we lived around 15 miles apart in our first 6 months, then we moved in together) we used to use Skype to video chat (photo above). He used to think he looked weird on the camera, and that I always looked amazing and sexy! Oh I miss to be ...